Been a few days, I’ve just been tired by the time I get home. I pretty much just ate and watched a couple youtube videos before going to bed. So let me play quick catch up
Love: (Events in order, older to newest )
- The texts were getting far in-between
- I asked if everything okay, she was a little closed
- after reassuring, she opened the gates just a little.
- couple of things but the most important one was
- admitting she thinks she made a huge mistake about breaking up
- She just needs time to deal with a few things. ( ex/baby father stuff)
- I committed I’m okay with waiting. she was happy with that
- talked about seeing each other for maybe breakfast or lunch this week
- shared a kiss emoji.
Yes so okay that was random words but the TL;DR is I feel we released we might have rushed things a bit and we are restarting over and rebuilding.
So I’ve become very aware on how shitty of a company this is. It seems like its a ma & pa store just starting to go corporate. I can see some potential to move up in the company. I have noticed some drama between workers and supervisors/managers. There’s some Union bullshit going on as well. I’m going to use this and my tech skills to get a better paid job for doing some super easy task. One potential issue is the client and client relations. The client is well known to executing really stupid stuff when the provincial government changes parties or budgets need to shift, etc.
On a side note the client’s employees while some super friendly and laid back or just plain old bitch are all super backing stabbing drama queens/kings. They all love to talk and gossip and it spreads from store to store. While appears friendly and great most of the time it is a very toxic workplace.
So, at one location which I will almost outright refuse to go back is a super small and jam packed store in a very bad area. The CCTV monitor was in a super bad location which only had standing room and having to move when ever employees need by which was quite often. The office was elevated up a bit and the whole front half of the office was 1-way glass which makes for great visibility in the small store. Sadly the office lights were too bright and just reflected on the glass back into your eyes making it very hard to see clearly out. Almost like putting on the orangish yellow sunglasses. The store was just not designed for security and asset protection. I kinda felt bad for my partner as I checked out after the first two hours. If it wasn’t for my partner you could have emptied the place and I wouldn’t have care. So many things happen all day long.
Did some coding but kinda not feeling it tonight.
So that wraps the week up really.. I’m off sunday and going to dimsum. Haven’t had that for a while.
Song: Beach House – On the Sea
Out on the sea we’d be forgiven
Our bodies stopped the spirit leaving
Wouldn’t you like to know how far you’ve got left to go
Nobody made you
It’s not what you stole, it’s what they gave you
In or out, you go
In your silence, your soul
Would you rather go unwilling?
The heart is full and now it’s spilling
Barreling down the steps
Only a moment left
In hind of sight no peace of mind
Where you begin and I’m defined
Daughter of unconscious fate
Time will tell, in spite of me
In hind of sight no peace of mind
Where it begins and we’ll be fine
Shadows bend and suddenly
The world becomes
And swallows me in, me in
Whistle to a friend
Gentle ’til the end
Any way in a name
She takes shape just the same